Monday, June 15, 2009

Maybe it's time to give up.
Time to let go of you.
I don't know ... I'm really confused.
I just don't want to make you and myself tired anymore.
Don't want anymore quarrels, or fights.
I need the courage to do so.
I will try, from today onwards.
No matter how much I try to keep you by my side, it's no use.
If you're mine, you'll always be.
I can't be myself when I'm with you already.
I've tried too hard to become the one you want.
Seeing you happy, my guiltness will be lesser.
And I will also be happier.
When will I be able to give up on you totally ...

I wanted to give up on you, seriously.
But I guess I just can't let go of you completely.
I still wanna be with you.
I still wanna know everything about you.
Everything ...
When I'm with you, I really have nothing to say.
Not because I hate you, but because I don't want to hear anything related to your class. I'm so afraid, that I will lose you. Even if how much assurance I get from everyone, that you all say I won't lose you. I'm afraid, is because I like you too much. It's just hard for me to let go of you.
I want to try. But, can I ?

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